Thursday, July 5, 2012

Something is missing.

It's sad when everything comes down in a second, in the blink of an eye. I knew since i woke up that today was not going to be my day, i felt bad since the moment i opened my eyes and i didn't even know why and there's no reason yet.
But as the day was running it started to feel gray. I expected to se someone today and instead of that i got a rejected call, at least my dog was there. i tride to laugh but i didn't happened.
My mom really knows me, she asked what was wrong, i couldn't answer because i wasn't sure. At first i felt bad physically now i feel bad i every single way.
Someone said something, i indirectly responded because i was angry, people talking about something they don't have, discipline, Then the offenses began, a girl making fun of me with a guy because i'm gay, bitch please, that guy is like a woman, he is so gay! I'm the one who laughs at that. I made a mistake, i know but that is not going to turn into a drama, i have decided to stop it. They are no one, they are the mediocres, they  are the mind poors, they are the not creative, they are the losers. It's done, what matters it's what comes next.